3rd.
You—
You—
You.
I've been writing scratches and sketches about what's inside my mind— and it's always about you.
I'm not a decent writer nor a poet like you do but in that way,
every messy pieces that i tried to write are
begin with you, and end with us.
But, Joon,
Lately i rarely write about you. There's so many things that i wanted to tell you but it fails to find its way out for the whole world to hear; for you.
And so, this time, i tried to let you know how am i feeling (about me, about you; about us) with songs:
Oh, love, don’t fall apart
Don’t catch cold by the windowsill
Where the wind leaks in
Come over here, hold me tight
Let’s live out this day and
Together, go on to tomorrow
Someday I'll find my way home
The trees in the wind will lead the way
All of these years on my own
They flew right by so what can you say
There's no need to be sad
You're on a path and you know where it heads
There's no need for despair
Just walk on and you'll find you are there
Crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
The sirens inside you waiting to step forward
Disturbing silence darkens your sight
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
I want to cry for you
I want to hurt instead of you
I don’t want any scars in your heart
Ever again
When you love someone
So much that it overflows
It’s so amazing
Because this is how it is
You're the poet in my heart
The changes in my mind
Pounding in my heart
You're everything in my head
You're the dreams I've always wished
A chance to be better
Flowers in my path
My love
There are times when you feel you can never be okay
You can just be still for a while
You don't have to try
When the moonlight is the only right way to feel that you're okay
You just close your eyes, let the stars fall down
They will never dry
Oh how brave
Oh how brave you are
How you're not afraid to let your scars try to fool who you are
Shivers go down my body
I’m so happy
That I’m shedding tears
Some people say love
But I think
There’s something more than that
If you know, tell me
If there isn’t, make one up
To this beautiful feeling
This beautiful feeling
Every moment I breathe
Under the same sky, with you
Like and love
Aren’t enough
To express this beautiful feeling
Maybe someday, i would be able to write for you often like i did back then. But please do know,
the thought of you are still-- and always will be, filled my mind, and my heart.
I'll keep promising this over and over again; To you, and myself, too.